Even though I have been utterly overwhelmed, and sometimes overtaken by anxiety, I’ve made it a mission to keep pursuing art. Pushing myself to pass the boundaries of my comfort zone and create. I’ve been dealing with pesky thoughts about my work not being perfect, or even halfway decent at times. However, I want to keep working at it, keeping bringing ideas/sketches to life, and try to enjoy the learning process.
I’ve also been considering making more video content as well. I bought a camera years ago with the intention of making videos, and have yet to try, for fear of judgement. It seems to be the thing holding us all back, doesn’t it? Fear is a bitch I suppose. It’s unfortunate that a lot of the time people like to prove fear right, rather than take control. I will confirm, I am very guilty of letting anxiety get the best of me, letting doubt be my friend, it’s something I’m trying to work on.
Some days are better than others, and I still have a lot of ideas I want to pursue, the commitment floats around my head, waiting to be picked up and taken seriously. Soon.
I love the childish one with the flowers! And the last one – those big beautifully lashed eyes, remind me of an Australian emu.
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Thanks so much!
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I’m sorry to hear about your anxiety. It’s just so unfair and awful when it gets so extreme. Your art is so good especially the one with the single creepy eye
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Anxiety really can be a soul crusher, especially because it’s so hard to manage. I’m incredibly glad that you like my work. Thank you for the comment 🙂
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Oh yes…”soul crusher”. Such an accurate description 😫
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