The change from fall to winter always hits me pretty hard. With this year being an election year, it becomes even more draining. Tensions are so high, everything is uncertain, and it’s freezing outside.
I’ve had too many thoughts going through my head, and they get so overwhelming I decide not to pursue any of them. Backwards logic, I know…. But there are so many things I want to say, explain, ask. I just can’t seem to put it into coherent sentences.
I haven’t written in a while, and I wanted to check in. Let everyone know that I’m a little all over the place, and feeling tired from all the chaos that is life but, I am slowly getting my wits about me, and I will hopefully have more frequent updates coming, once I get my crap together that is.
For now, I am actually pretty optimistic about a few things happening in my personal life. I can feel things changing in a positive direction for me, it’s just harder to look at the world and see it going in the right direction, it becomes a large source of anxiety and frustration for me. Thinking about the big picture things always gets me a little bit down. Either way, I’m hoping to break out of this funk soon.
How is everyone else doing with the seasons changing? Are you in a cold climate or warm? Does it affect your mental health at all?
Why Not Be You 
It has been super cold where I’m at, but today the weather was awesome and it’s supposed to stay this way through the weekend. Gotta take what you can get I guess.
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We don’t get the luxury of formal goodbyes when it comes to warm weather… But it seems we are doing our best with what we’ve got!
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Been wordless for a while too, a lot going on in my head and responsibilities-wise that consume time and energy faster than I can muster it. If I could just get rolling in a single direction and have time to pursue an idea!
No seasonal affected disorder here, just a little time deficiency.
Keep on being you!
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Time deficiency is definitely a big one… Having multiple interests and potential directions can keep things exciting but it can also overwhelm and detriment growth extremely fast and without warning 😣
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I’m going to get a little selfish with my time pretty soon. It’s time to put myself first, at least for a few days.
Too much work and no play makes me a little grumpy!
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